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Follow Your Nose to the Pad Thai Stand

April 28th, 2013 § 0

Without a breath of explanation about what has happened in the extended time since my last post, I will continue like any good writer does and go on with the story. No need to flip back and write the missed pages.

I’m currently living in Bangkok. Who knows for how long, but I can say with all honesty I’m ready to hit the ground running on some seriously cool projects. Now it’s just a matter of which direction. I wonder if “All the Above” is an acceptable answer in the questionnaire of life.

While throwing caution to the wind is a gross understatement for why I’m here, one thing is for certain, Thai people know how to eat and I’m most certainly going to tell you all about it. Take this lady for example. When a stand at the On Nut Square Night Market has a line up 30 people deep with locals, you pay attention.

This lady knows her shit #padthai #bangkok #ilovethailand #onnutsquare

Badass Pad Thai Lady

~Josie

Keep on, keepin’ on

May 7th, 2012 § 0

Portland - Powell's Books

If you’ve been in my company recently, you know I’ve suffered a few hardships, as of late. Those that would bring you to tears. It’s contributed greatly to the dull confused sensation that I’ve been carrying with me for months now. I have, in fact, not had my shit together.

But, that’s not what this is about. This is about getting smacked in the face and making an experience out of the after burn.

So, I’ve been slapped. Like, back handed with large college rings on each finger, sort of slap. I took some time to think about why this happened. I realized that there wasn’t one. Things just happen.

My situation has brought me back to Motherland, Canada. It was against my very grain to return at this time, but life didn’t really give me a choice. It was hardly the exciting trip back home I was hoping for. I was traveling towards tragedy.

A lot of beer was consumed on the flight over

Korean Air

Korean Air

From the moment I landed, I felt like I was trapped in a feverish state with a Boney M record playing in reverse. It just wasn’t right.

You can go two ways when faced with despair: Sit in it. Or, move on.

I chose both.

I sat in my unfortunate circumstance. Letting it sink in. Generally feeling sorry for myself. However, in retrospect, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Then, I decided to take advantage of being back home and see some people. People I love. People that love me. People that I wished I could put in my pocket and take with me everywhere I go.

It’s been an challenging 4 months and I couldn’t have lived through a single minute of it without all the wonderful people I am so lucky to have in my life. Every one has stepped up [from around the world] and showed their true colours. I am thankful.

I have heaps of photos to go through before I write a proper post about Canada and the States, but here are a few shots from the past four months with some of my favourite people.

Vegas!

VEGAS!

California - West Coast Highway

Californian Coast

Micah!

Our amazing host in San Francisco

Deep Cove - Easter

Easter – Vancouver Island

Deep Cove - Easter

Easter – Vancouver Island

Deep Cove - Easter

Easter – Vancouver Island

Deep Cove - Easter

Easter – Vancouver Island

Mitch!

Vancouver

The Cambie - Double Birthday

The Cambie – Vancouver

Cait on a Mountian

North Vancouver

Yo and Nathan

Bon’s – Vancouver

Mitch - Granville Island

Granville Island – Vancouver

Dalyn - Vancouver in the 60's

Vancouver in the 60s

Mom - New West

New West Pier

Mitchell, Nathan and Crew - The Cambie

The Cambie – Vancouver

Mom and I - Helicopter from Vancouver to Victoria

Helicopter to Victoria

Kentucky Derby!

Kentucky Derby Party! – Vancouver

Thank you to everyone for the past few months [and years]! I couldn’t do this without you. I hope it’s okay that I put your photo on the internets.

Love,

~Josie

I miss you dad.

Escape from Argentina [Part 1]

February 21st, 2012 § 0

Aerolineas Argentinas - Trapped in Buenos Aires

My view from the BA airport floor

Oh, the residual sting from the open-handed slap of irony. It was no more than 3 days after I posted about how much I LOVE airports/flying/etc that I began my [mis]adventure of Airport Groundhog Day [see Bill Murray reference].

After weeks of Australian visa discussion, research and hesitation due to confusion, I decided to jump back on a flight to Sydney, November 13th. I returned to Buenos Aires from Puerto Iguazu for the sole purpose of flying back to Australia.

I was warned about Aerolineas Argentinas and because it’s good travel practise, I double checked my flight time online the day before. It was changed…for the second time. First from 2:45am to 3:45am. Now from 3:45am to 9:45am, but with NO connecting flight from Auckland to Sydney. I called the airline to triple check that the flight was, in fact, confirmed to leave at 9:45am and arriving in Sydney. It was explained that the delay was due to a strike, but has been resolved with all flights operating as scheduled. Brilliant! I gave myself a pat on the back for being so incredibly proactive and arranged for a cab to the airport.

Planning is Unpredictably’s bitch.

6:30am – I woke to catch the cab to the airport. With my bags all packed and breakfast down the hatch, I was ready. I was sad to leave South America with only having seen a small part of Argentina, but beyond thrilled to be reunited with my fiance and not locked out of Australia. I was going home.

The drive is generally 45 min from San Telmo to the airport, but because of the early hour we were cruising along making record time. The sun blinded me as I caught my last few glimpses of BA, while staying cool in the air conditioned car. Randomly Toto’s Africa began to play on the English radio station the cabby was listening to. I motioned to turn it up and we both bobbed our heads along in nostalgia. I couldn’t help but think of my pal Nathan back in Vancouver. I was in a great mood.

When I first arrived in BA from Sydney, I didn’t take much notice of the airport. I was tired and had a car arranged to pick me up. I’m rich like that. So, when I got to the airport this time to depart, I was surprised to see how chaotic it was. Almost no signage and a mass of people waiting in, what looked like, a single line. I asked the closest English speaking person next to me if this was the correct line for Sydney and began to wait.

Two hours passed.

I eventually made friends with the gentleman behind me. It’s impossible not to when you’re standing half a foot away from someone equally as confused for such a long duration of time. We both had no idea if we were in the right line up. Come to think of it, no one really did. But, like obedient modern-day human cattle, we shuffled along hoping that the angry looking ladies at the check-in counter would sort us out regardless.

I, apparently, was in the wrong 2 hour line-up. I refused to go and wait in the other line and after extended delay; they checked me in. I once again asked if my flight [and connecting flight] was on time. Confirmed.

Josie:1 – Aerolineas Argentinas:0

I was cleared through security [with heaps of food and open bottled water] and headed to gate 19. I was winning all over the place.

Then I checked my ticket. The girl at the check-in counter made a mistake. My connecting flight from Auckland to Sydney was scheduled four days after my flight landed in Auckland. I went to the gate counter immediately. Conveniently, the exact same girl was there. She was embarrassed by her mistake and picked up the phone making it appear as if my problem was going to be solved.

As I stood waiting to have my ticket fixed, it was becoming dangerously close to departure time and the airline crew made no effort to board anyone.

A crowd began to form.

Aerolineas Argentinas - Trapped in Buenos Aires

The flight time came and went and I was still waiting near the gate counter to have my ticket fixed. The girl helping me disappeared. People were approaching me[?!] for information as if I was privy to something they were not.

An hour past boarding time, the energy in the airport grew tense. Passengers angrily approached crew members in assembly line form asking the same basic questions about our departure. “I have no information’ was the most common response, if any at all. Multiple Aerolineas staff members loitered around the gate in an aloof, borderline, rude fashion. Something was very wrong.

Finally, around 10:30am, word distributed through the crowd that there has been a delay and we will be boarding in an hour.

At 11:30am nothing happened. People started to pace.

At noon there was more ‘formal’ communication from Aerolineas Argentinas directly. And by formal, I mean two representatives, one speaking English and one speaking Spanish, addressed the highly irritated crowd.

Aerolineas Argentinas - Trapped in Buenos Aires

They wanted us to wait until 4pm to see if we could fly. They explained that the delays were due to both the maintenance and catering crews striking. The issue had been resolved, but the strike[s] had wasted the available time of the flight staff and they needed to find another crew that had enough working hours left to attend to the entirety of the flight. This was completely ridiculous, but there was nothing we could do. They had us by our nuts.

4pm rolls by. I bet you can guess where this is going.

No crew was found. The plan was to charter us to a hotel with hopes to be rescheduled onto a flight the following day.

Yay!

No wait…Boo!

Boo, because apparently Aerolineas Argentinas has a reputation of always going on strike. Although the thought of not sleeping in the airport was comforting, I had a feeling this was going to get bad. Real bad.

I just didn’t know how right I was.

[To be continued...]

~Josie

I just wanna pee!

November 10th, 2011 § 0

Little Josie

Growing up, my father lived in Vancouver and I lived with my mother and younger brother in Edmonton. Starting at age 8, I would fly every summer to visit my dad. When most kids were still cutting the hair off their Barbies, I was mini jet-setting around Western Canada.

With my back pack jammed with whatever miscellaneous kids supplies I needed [most likely Barbies with their hair cut off], I happily got on the plane without an ounce of anxiety. I had zero fear of flying and only the thought of adventure in mind with no clue how fortunate I was to have such a rare experience for someone that age [keep in mind this was the 80's].

The airport was always such an fascinating place for me. Travelers of all sorts beaming with either excitement or fear, huge billboards advertising fantastic places [anywhere but Edmonton] to visit, only junk food to available eat and the sense that something wonderful was about to happen. Even the smell of an airport gets me going to this day.

I would say my mother had the opposite sensation when dropping me off at the airport. At all of 8, 9, 10 years old she would triple check to make sure I had my ticket, walk me right to the check-in counter and with the nervousness that any good mother would have, give me a big hug and ask me to call her once I arrived.

I never did.

Well, some times.

But most of the time I would immediately forget about the promise made and immerse myself into the task at hand; having fun. The flight attendants would pay loads of attention to me, offering toys, books, pillows, FREE soft drinks and candy. How can you expect an 8 year old to pass that up? I don’t think I needed a single thing offered, but gladly took them all.

Once I arrived in Vancouver, I would follow the herd of people rushing to grab their luggage. Being a minor, I was always chaperoned by the flight attendant to find my father; predictably late and frantic as fuck. I would bet 9 out of 10 times he was late. Still, this never bothered me. I was on an adventure! The later he was the longer I got to spend in Airport Land.

My father is a beach bum. And, because I lived in Edmonton for the first half of my life, when he suggested to go to the beach with the potential of ice cream, I was all over it. Calling mom to let her know that I wasn’t dead in a burning pile of twisted metal, was the last thing on my mind…or my fathers’s apparently…ahh I just realized where I got it from. She just kind of got used to it.

And, that was the beginning of my independent spirit.

So, when my visa was running out and I had to leave the Australia. I planned to travel South America by myself. I didn’t think anything of it. I’ve been a nomad since age 8!

I say all this with one of the major downfall of traveling alone ever increasing as I type. I have to pee. I’ve had to pee almost this whole time, but I have all my luggage with me. I’ve checked out of my room and waiting for the 20 hour bus back to Buenos Aires. I have passports, cameras, this snazzy little computer and a bag filled with all this other stuff that I don’t particularly want to donate to the black hole that is travel theft. So, what do I have to do? Either find someone slightly trust worthy to watch it for a second or bring all this shit with me. Most of my friends are out by the pool so I choose the latter.

I just wanna pee!

Also, I’m one of those girls that doesn’t just throw their purse on the floor; the dirty, wet, hair covered, bug crawling toilet floor. It’s gross. Eventually you’re going to need to place your bag on your lap and then all that gunk is on your pants. Then you touch your pants with your hands and then touch your face with your hands and then you have toilet floor on your face. Ok, maybe not that extreme. But, basically.

So there that.

~Josie

Buenos Aires, Argentina

November 3rd, 2011 § 0

Buenos Aires, Argentina

I’ve officialy been in Buenos Aires for two weeks now. It’s an awfully long time to stay here. I guess one could argue with that, but I would have been happy leaving here after one week.

My situation has been a little different than most travellers. I’ve been trying to sort out a visa issue. I was under the assumption that a certain type of visa was the most appropriate for my situation. However, once I started down the track of applying for this particular visa, all sorts of new options surfaced as soon as I began my inquires outside Australia. I’m more than slightly irritated with the Australian Immigration Offiers that I spoke to on multiple occations the months leading to my departure. I could probably write a novel based on my experience ‘A really, really dull guide to getting fucked over’. I’m enthralled by the title already. But, let’s not dwell on the past, shall we?

So like I said, I would have been satisfied with a week. None the less, I have had an excellent time here. Minus a few slower days of hours upon hours staring at my computer figuring out where in the world to place myself. I hit the jack pot with meeting people here. Seriously. I don’t know what stars were aligned to make all the most friendly, fun people to check into America del Sur from Oct 18th – Nov 3rd, but I thank thee.

So, as I sit on the roof top terrace [of my new hostel around the corner - book ahead or America del Sur fills up] watching a strange little turtle pace around the cool tiled floor, I’m reflecting upon my time in Buenos Aires so far. It’s been quite fun, amongst the chaos of solving a few major life dilemmas.

The first day was a bit clunky. I was jet lagged and took off from the hostel with little to no direction. I had an over-sized map that the hostel gave me [ask for the smaller one] and headed towards an area on the map with a cluster of museums and random sites to see. I didnt even look them up. I figured I’d wing it. I wasn’t sure how many hours I’d remain conscious anyways. How much could I really take in? I didn’t even bring my camera. It the first day officially travelling on my own and I wanted to suss out the safetly situation before I started wipping out my slr. Plastic kit lens or not, I didn’t want to attract attention.

I stumbled upon Plaza de Mayo and Florida Steet. Must sees when visiting Buenos Aires.

Success! I walked. I found. I saw.

Still, the immediate sensation that something was missing could not go unnoticed. I wished someone was here with me. All the funny shit I saw was simply not as funny without someone to shoot a quick glance at to see if they saw the same ridiculous thing. All the beautiful architecture, exotic smells and oddities of discovering a new place was almost lost. I missed my fiance.

Later that day, back at the hostel, a friendly girl came and sat at the table with me. She started blabbling away about something fantastic I’m sure. Low and behold she was a fellow Canuck. Ah Candians! They’ll talk you’re ear off if it was possible. I liked her immediately.

Day two started with a free walking tour from the hostel. It began in San Telmo [where the hostel is]

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Narrowest Building in Buenos Aires

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

…and continued over to La Boca.

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

La Boca is famous for local artists transforming the run down neighborhood into a colourful tourist attaction. It was packed with tourists and heaving with open air restuarants sporting live tango dancers, stomping loudly inches from eager diners. I don’t even think I was hungry until aromatic wafts of Argentinian grilled meat encouraged my appetite immediately. We sat down without a thought of which restaurant was better. They all looked about the same. It was a bit overpriced, but well worth it for the spectacle.

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

It was pretty much the beginning of me meeting, what turned out to be, my family at the hostel. I dare you to try and not to have fun with the Irish, American, Canadian, Swedish, Dutch and British crew I was with.

Everyday started a bit slow. Mine sometimes hours earlier than others with multiple trips to the Australain Embassy. Let me know if you need to go there. I know the subway like the back of my hand.

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Subtle

Most of the time we fumbled out the door around 2pm in search of cheap eats and my new addition, cafe con leche. I’m surprised we even got out that early considering the time most night life starts in BA. The first time, we made the mistake of going to the club at 1:30am. Hardly a person in the joint and the bar was just setting up.

Buenos Aires, Aregentina

If you’re planning on hitting the clubs here, take a siesta that day. Maybe I’m getting old, but I’m yawning at about 2am if I’m not already shaking it on the dance floor.

However, not every night was dedicated to over priced drinks [AR 30] and repetitive house music. After a few trys I lost momentum and found the party at the hostel more exciting; never a line-up and our own music selction at out finger tips.

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Blurry friends

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Blurry cheap beer

The Crew at America del Sur

Granted it would be a waste if you missed some of the other bits of night life BA has to offer. I hit up Notorious jazz club one night…

Notorious Jazz Club

…an all day frenzy going to a Boca Juniors futbol game…

Boca Juniors

and danced to La Bomba De Tiempo, professional hippy drummers by trade.

La Bomba

So much more to come just on those nights. Photos! Photos! Photos!

My timing in Buenos Aires was perfect to catch a taste of local political enthusiasm. The first weekend was the national presidential election. An endless crowd formed at Plaza de Mayo along with a few novelty gringos [that's us]. I was apprehensive to bring my camera. The energy in the air was boarder line apocalyptic. Marchers, pounding drums and chanting came at us from all ends. It was fantastic to witness, but not a place for a skinny white girl to be snapping away. My memory is going to have to suffice.

This afternoon I head out to Iguazu Falls. Nothing like a quick 20 hour bus ride with a few friends.

I’ve sorted my visa situation enough to feel comfortable to escape the city for a short while. It’s just a waiting game now with plans to reunite with my fiance. Cross your fingers for me.

~Josie

Meanwhile in Josie Land…

October 28th, 2011 § 0

Buenos Aires, Argentina

Beer makes everything better

My back hurts. My back hurts because last night I slept about 13 hours recovering from the 17 hour flight from Sydney to Buenos Aires. [This was last week, but who's counting]

Nothing is glamorous about traveling more than 9 hours at once. Seats get smaller, the air gets thicker and food loses flavour. But, not all at once. It’s a slow creep into your subconscious that first goes unnoticed. Something happens hour 10 that just pushes all the excitement out the door and the world turns beige. It could be the fat man open mouth snoring next to you, the snotty kid kicking the back of your seat or the bitchy flight attendant that refuses to top up your half filled glass of sugar juice. It’s different for everyone, but it’ll happen. Your journey pauses for a moment and you’re trapped in travel purgatory, with only the knowledge that at some point, it will end. This will not be your final resting place.

In all honesty, it would have been a lot more comfortable if I planned ahead, even slightly. Then I would have had my ipod and laptop charged and chosen a novel to bring that weighed less than 5 kg. But, I didn’t. Because, I left Sydney hungover. Or more accurate, physically and mentally exhausted.

You see, I’ve been busy. Hence the absence of posting on this lovely little blog. And, it was down for a bit. But, that’s neither here nor there.

I guess to tell the story right I should start at the beginning.

I was on my way out of Australia forever. And, I couldn’t leave without seeing the east coast. So, I booked some time with a few of my favourite people in Melbourne and Sydney.

Melbourne

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Janey and I

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Vodka, Borscht and Tears

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We had fun

Sydney

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Fancy Dress

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Bondi Beach

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Beautiful Wine

[More about Melbourne and Sydney later]

My friends sent me off the only way good friends should, battered and bruised from too much vodka, beautiful wine and non-stop fun. But, this was all planned before I knew of the adventure that was about to occur before I left Perth.

Stay tuned.

~Josie

‘nothing’

June 16th, 2011 § 1

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

…that’s what most people say when you ask them what they’ve been up to; ‘nothin’. Wow. Exciting.

Then I somehow turned into that person for a while. Not because I had nothing going on, but because I had almost too much going on, I didn’t know where to start. Once I lived here for a little bit and people had the general idea of how I randomly ended up in Perth, I was out of chit chat. I mean if you were genuinely interested in finding out about me, I could talk your ear off. Otherwise, ‘Nothin’. I hated saying it, but it’s all I could come up with. Mostly to acquaintances or people I didn’t catch up with all that often, but that’s generally the type of people you interact with everyday, right? Unless you were one of the 6 people that I updated regularly, I was at a loss for small talk about myself. It seemed like such an effort to bring people up to speed. How completely lazy of me.

Then, nothing DID start to happen. The whole time I’ve been in Perth I’ve been working full time. That was the plan. Because in London, I spent almost $5,000 just setting myself up. London is bloody expensive, by the way. And, after the London thing and then the Vietnam thing, I was broke. Dead broke. So, I’ve been a busy little bee working hard and saving cash for my next adventure. Except, the last little while I forgot I was on the other side of the world. I’d get up early Monday through Friday, pack my lunch, take transit to work, be responsible at my big girl job and then just plumb forgot to add fun into the mix.

That lasted about 6 weeks before I noticed.

So, then when people asked me ‘What’s new?’ I kept saying ‘Nothin’, but I really meant it this time. Shit. It just dawned on me one day. What happened?! How did I forget I was in Australia? Ugh. I bore myself.

That’s when Jean, Amy, Kat and I decided to go skydiving. We just needed to wake up a bit. Shake off the cool weather sleepiness.

And, holy shit did we ever. A full day of nervousness mixed with fear, nausea and raw adrenaline.

The first time I went skydiving was for my 16th Birthday. Most Mothers would never allow such a thing. They would tie their kid to a chair and wait until they forgot about the idea. My mother wasn’t one of those Mothers. She paid for the whole thing, hung around while I did the 9 hour course and took pictures as I plummeted to the Earth. I still can’t believe how young I was. What was my Mother thinking? What was I thinking?

Then it came to me. While I was sitting in the plane strapped to some random dude [who I made an instant please-don't-let-me-die connection with], almost completely frozen with fear looking at one of my bestest friend’s Jean, I remembered. Because she wanted me to really live. Not just exist and fumble through each day. I needed to be afraid, excited and experience nearly every emotion there is, in a single moment.

When that door opened at 8,000 ft in the air and I shuffled on my bottom towards the door, I didn’t even take one last look in the plane. I looked straight at the Earth, tucked myself in as small as I could and embraced my fate with everything inside of me.

I freefalled for 25 seconds. That’s a long time. Count it. Now picture yourself falling straight to the Earth like a rock for that long.

Once that parachute opened, it was pure bliss. We ended up jumping at sunset. Incredible. There are few things I’ve experienced more breathtaking than that moment.

Unfortunately, it’s next to impossible to capture the experience of skydiving, but we took pictures none the less. Thanks to Amy for taking the photos of Jean and I.

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

The Crew

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

Kat and Amy

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

Jean and I

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

Jean!

Pinjarra, WA - SKYDIVING!

Me!

If you feel like you’ve been asleep at the wheel lately, jump out of a fucking plane. You’ll thank me.

~Josie

Things Done Changed

April 26th, 2011 § 0

Life has carried on in the most wonderful way. It naturally progressed into something beautiful.

I just signed a 6 month contract as Marketing Manager for a non profit arts organization and soaking up as much Aussie sun as I can. I’m loving where I live and consuming all the seductive wine, heavenly food and good times as I can.

Since I was preoccupied for several months beaching, boating, eating, road tripping, birthdaying, wining, pooling etc I haven’t got around to posting any photos. So, here’s some!!

Jean and I’s Birthday Boat Party!

Perth, Australia - Birthday Boat Party!

Perth, Australia - Birthday Boat Party!

Perth, Australia - Birthday Boat Party!

Perth, Australia - Birthday Boat Party!

Margaret River Road Trip!

Margaret River, WA - ROAD TRIP!

Margaret River, WA -ROAD TRIP!

Margaret River, WA - ROAD TRIP!

Margaret River, WA - ROAD TRIP!

Road Trip to the Pinnacles!

Somewhere, WA - ROAD TRIP!

Somewhere, WA -ROAD TRIP!

Somewhere, WA - ROAD TRIP!

We actually make it to the Pinnacles, just not on Flickr yet. So many more photos to come…

~Josie

The Pursuit of Happiness

April 5th, 2011 § 1

Margaret River, WA

I’ve found that even with the evolution of what makes us happy, people are still choosing to be miserable. They almost seek it out. And, once found, a suffocating mental grip slowly develops. Amnesia takes over. Any memory of what life was like without this white knuckled clasp, vanishes.

Letting go, moving past, waking up or simply stopping whatever miserable vice is being clasped to, is no longer a viable option. But, holding on, so resistant to change, is.

This, fortunately enough, has never really been a problem for me. I have always been quite an independent person, sometimes to a fault and I seem to accept and create change with unusual ease. I realized this trait in myself at a very early age.

I moved several times as a child and then in adolescence; a new school every elementary school year and the predictable transfer from middle school to high school. This naturally equaled new ‘friends’, teachers, bus rides to and from home. My surroundings were constantly changing and I never seemed too bothered by it. I actually grew to like it.

When I made the big move out of my Mother’s house, to a place of my own, it wasn’t to an apartment a nice comfortable distance in the neighboring suburb. I moved to another city in another province, 1,161 km away. I thought, if I’m going to do this, I’m going to do it with a bang. I wanted an adventure. Something new! Apparently, this was not common for many Edmontonians.

I applied this sort of thinking to most everything in my life. I’d thirst for the dynamic and if I was unsatisfied with an aspect in my life I would, simply, change it; job, house, relationship, friends. I would make an assessment, judge if the situation was worth my time and energy to fix, if not, I’d move on.

These actions, like I mentioned, were not entirely without fault. I’ve made some uncharacteristically harsh decisions, sometimes without notice or reasoning to myself or those around me. I’ve left my boyfriend stunned on Christmas morning when I moved out because he didn’t keep his promise to stop acting like a crazy person and I’ve handed in my office key card and fancy work mobile, simply saying ‘I’m done’ mid-week because I couldn’t fathom working all the way to Friday with my abrasive, disrespectful, harassing boss.

I just don’t see the point in sticking around on a sinking ship.

The thing that confuses me, is that most people do. Most people hang on for dear life, so engrossed by the situation around them that they don’t stop to wonder if the boat that’s ‘sinking’ might only be in 2 feet of water or maybe there’s another boat, a luxury yacht with free booze and snacks, ready to pick up new passengers right behind them. Instead, they just grip tighter and close their eyes waiting for someone to save them.

I’m not saying that I got everything figured out. Just the opposite.

But, I think what I’m saying is…I’m happy. I’m happy with the decisions I’ve made; good, bad, ugly. Because, when I reflect on my life so far, I take solace in knowing that at least I tried. I gave it a good honest go. And, when things didn’t exactly go my way, I was there trying to fix the leak, attempting to build a new boat or flagging for a new one.

I didn’t stick around to take shit from some boss or live somewhere I hated or stay friends with someone that always disappointed me. I made tough decisions at difficult times and to be honest, it would have been much easier to just cave, take the easy road, close my eyes and pretend.

But, I didn’t.

And, now I’m in Australia, surrounded by loving people [near and far], living in the most incredible house with the most inspiring job prospects in front of me. A movie is cued on the projector, my housemates are cooking dinner in the kitchen and my skin still salty from the beach. I couldn’t imagine what it would all look like if I settled for comfortable and content. I really couldn’t.

Life is pretty fantastic right now. And I’m thankful for the journey that got me to this beautiful place.

Margaret River, WA

~Josie

It has been written

March 23rd, 2011 § 0

Margaret River, Australia - Lake Cave

Sometimes, I just can’t believe the series of events that have led me to the place I am now. It’s been beautiful chaos and nothing short of lavishly unpredictable.

This leads me to wonder if I’m the author or the protagonist in all of this. Either way, you bet your ass I’m taking charge of writing the next chapter.

~Josie